Im glad ur doin better hun... keep it up,

much love,

Whiskey..

 It was a big decision that made, and not one to be taken lightly.

But, it may have been the right decision. I think it's great the you're going to college, and I hope that you are more careful in the future.

I don't think you are a bad person, and I don't pass judgement on you for what you did. I just hope that you can deal with the other issues with cutting and other self-destructive behavior. Because this may haunt you more than you expect.

I truly wish you the very very best.

its funny. i was 17 when i got pregnant with my son. i was terrified to tell my mom for fear that i was going to be kicked out as well. so, like you, i had an apartment lined up just in case.

parents seem to be so understanding, which is awesome! im glad she was and wants you to stay home. im glad i did. she was the best support i had through my pregnancy.

and my little brother at the time was 5 as well. haha. i know how you feel about the science project thing. its cute.

anyways, take care! have a good day!

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Congradulations! : ]   And thank you so much for not wanting to get an abortion. I think personally aborting an unborn baby is just the same as killing an already born child. You know what I mean?? Well I'm only 17, but I want a baby SOOOO bad. I have wanted one since I was 15. Haha, sad I know.   : [   But sometimes I really think that I am un able to conceive. Well good luck with yours and I don't pray but I will hope! : ] Once again, CONGRATS! MUAH!

Hey Thanks For The Comment

ii Hopee everytin Goes Well For Youu.

MuchLove xo

Wow.

Good luck!

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listen huni, life seems bad at the min bt it will gt beta. i fink u need a few days t sit and think. suicide is a selfish option, to b honest its a cowards way out. u gt t run frm ur problems, but fink bout the people u leve bhind. they would miss you. yeh, life is sh*t, and yeh, it hard bt u will gt thru it. ther are plenty of ppl out there willing to help you. i suffer frm depresion and iv tried suicide, tryd an over-dose. i wa admitted t hospital n wen i came round n saw how my attempt had hurt evry1 around me i knew i cudnt do it. if u wana talk hun, im always ere.

tc  my friend

x

Dude dont do it please.
what you wrote made me want to cry,
it hit so close to home. Take yourself
away for a couple days, just time to think.
People can give you all the help you need; however
it is up to you to take the advice or not. Please take it.
If anyone is wiling to help, dont feel selfish, just take it.
You will make them feel better by them knowing they
gave you a  hand.

love spikey..

Congrats on the period.
Today seems to be the day that girls write thanking God they got their periods, lol. Hopefully I'll be one of them soon!
21x is a lot. Like I mentioned in another girls diary, I cannot sit here and write you saying that cutting is bad, because that would make me a hypocrite. But 21x? Holy.
As for the depression, why not get some help? Not even medical help, just talk. God, even this site is therapeutic for depression. Having complete strangers read your writing & tell you it's "going to be Okay" is therapy. <3

*awe*   Hang in there hun!  I will hold you up in prayer.  When I say that, I truly mean it sweetheart.  I understand where you are (to a great extent).  Hope today goes smoothly for you!.

Wendy

Its great having kids.  But they are a lot of work, you have to be both phsyically and mentally ready to have one.  I had my first child when I was 17 and then 2nd when i was just turning 19.

I wish you and your boyfriend all the luck in the world :D